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I am not in a good mood.

Yesterday sucked. All I wanted to do was be an emo baby and sit in the dark and cry. Fortunately, I had a tattoo appointment that kept me very yes distracted. But once that was done, it was back to the bottom.

I can't tell you exactly what about yesterday that sucked so bad. It was an overall bleh day, and I woke up feeling down and kinda sick. Being treated like shit by someone who I've tried my hardest to be there for really didn't make it better, and neither did being blown off and ignored by someone I thought would listen.

I'm tired of being the rock. I don't want to make the effort to always be there for the people who treat me like shit and won't give me the time of day when I need it most. Yeah, I may be being selfish. But I don't care. I think I deserve to be every now and again.

Oh, and thanks to Stevie. There's a reason why she's my hetero life mate, and she's the only person who made this past weekend tolerable. Also, my tattoo looks amazing. Here's to hoping it stays that way.